Backstage - Jensen Ackles x Reader

Backstage - Jensen Ackles x Reader (Part 5 to Singing at a Supernatural Con)

You stood in your place even after the interview was long ago over. Your food was not touched as you stared blankly at the TV screen in front of you. All sorts of thoughts running through your mind, the blush on your cheeks clearly evident.

"Alright-" (Y/f/n) spoke up "-I know I said I'm never going to tease you about him again but uhm..." she trailed off for a while as you slowly turned your head to look at her "HE SO FREAKING WANTS YOU!" she all-but-screamed. She jumped up and down on your bed, squealing from happiness.

"(Y/f/n)" you groaned, looking down at your hands as she took the plate with your food away from you "It's not like that" you mumbled fidgeting with your hands.

"Sheesh girl! Are you deaf or blind?" she rolled her eyes "Did you just hear all of the things Jared said? Did you just not see Jensen laugh like a school-girl in front of her crush there? Did you just not see that he was freaking blushing?! Jensen Ackles was blushing, (Y/n)! For something that had to do with you, might I point out!" she exclaimed with hand motions.

"I saw it (Y/f/n) but... it's just nothing. It's probably just because Jared was teasing him." you mumbled and she groaned loudly.

"You girl are unbelievable! Jared said it himself and Jensen did not deny it! What more do you want?!" she said with a grumble.

"I..." you bit your lip, staying silent for a while before a big smile spread on your lips.

"You think?" you whispered, looking at her with a look of hope in your eyes.

"Finally! So you admit you saw it as well!" she said with a victorious grin and you nodded shyly "Of course I think he wants you (Y/n)! Now all you have to do is make him say it" she took hold of your phone an waved it in font of your face.

"No, no (Y/f/n) you know I can't do it. I have never been so forward with a guy before much less now that it comes to Jensen." you shook your head, knowing fully well that she meant you calling Jensen to talk with him.

"Aw come on, I was thinking of you teasing him a little bit. I know you'll get something out of him sooner or later" she said with a sweet smile.

"I know, I thought about it as well. But it's easier said than done, (Y/f/n) and I- What are you doing?!" you stopped yourself and then asked her once you saw her press the call button and move the phone towards you.

"What you are so afraid of" she said with a sly grin, shoving the phone towards your side.

You took a look at the screen and saw that she had called just the person you were afraid she would. Jensen. Whose of course you had gotten the number long ago.

"(Y/f/n) no! I told you-" before you could say anything more or even cancel the call a different voice was heard. It sounded far more distant and surely more manly than any of yours.

"Hello? (Y/n)?" Jensen's voice was heard through the speakers of your phone.

You swallowed the lump in your throat and brought the phone to your ear "H-Hey" you croaked out.

"Hi. Are you ok?" he sounded kind of worried.

"Yeah yeah, sorry I didn't reply immediately. Just- Just (Y/f/n) being a bitch" you said and glared at your friend.

Jensen laughed on the other line "I can imagine. Jared's a total bitch today as well" he said and you could imagine him glaring at Jared that should be nearby.

"Yeah I uh- I saw that" you said with a small smirk.

"Oh no. Please just please don't tell me you watched the interview" he sounded desperate and at imagining the look on his face you couldn't help the smile from appearing.

"(Y/n)? (Y/n) you there?" he asked after a rather long silence.

"Yeah yeah" you said.
"Then why are you not saying anything?" he asked again.

"Well, you told me not to tell you if I watched the interview" you said slyly and you heard him groaned lightly.

"Fuck." he cursed and you giggled "Sorry for a moment while I go kill a moose and I'll be back soon, ok?" he said and you laughed more.

You could faintly hear Jared shouting at him to stay away and Jensen cursing at him and threatening to cut his hair in his sleep.

"Jensen? Hey Jensen, no need to threaten him now." you told him on the phone "Don't worry, I didn't take any of the things he said seriously"

"Oh, you didn't? Can I- can I ask why?" he sounded a little bit sad and you could hardly keep the smirk from your face.

"Well, because obviously we're just friends right?" you said and heard him clear his throat.

"Yeah, yeah friends. We're just friends" he let out a sigh and you could hear Jared clearly shout frustrated 'Oh come on now!'

"Uh sorry for a second" he told you and you could hear some murmuring, obviously Jared telling him something. You heard at some point him saying to 'Ask her' which you thought was about you.

"Hey uh sorry about that" he said and you quickly replied with a 'No problem'.

"So uhm I was wondering if you uhm, if you would like to hang out sometime?" it came out as hesitant and awkward.

You bit your lip at the thought of actually getting to spend some time so close with Jensen "I uh- I don't know. You- you have shooting these days, don't you? It's- you don't have much free time" you ended up mumbling and biting your lip.

In all honesty you didn't want to say no to him, under no circumstances, but you were also kind of scared of spending time with him like that. You had just made a fool of yourself in front of him through camera- ok (Y/f/n) had a lot to do with that - but the chances while you were actually with him were much higher.

"Well, then how about you come over by the set? We- we could get to spend some time there. You know just hang out and-and I could even show you around, right? How does that sound?" he said, hope lacing his voice, and if you were having a hard time saying no before to him then you were having ten times the difficulty to say no now.

Getting to spend time with Jensen Ackles was a really sweet deal but having to spend time with him while on the set of your favorite show was really a deal you could not dare of even thinking to say no.

"Yeah, yeah I would love that" you spoke your mind.

"Really?!" he sounded really happy "Great! That's great!" he said excitedly.

"I mean, yeah that's..." he laughed nervously "That's nice. Cool." he said awkwardly and you caught yourself giggling at finally managing to have Jensen in your shoes.

"So uhm I'll come and pick you tomorrow, ok? Around 11:30. I have only a few scenes at the evening so we'll get to spend some time together" he said and you bit your lip to hide the huge smile from your face.

"Yeah, yeah sounds good" you murmured.

"Alright, so see you tomorrow?" he asked one last time.

"See you tomorrow"

~~~

The night went by agonizingly slow and you found yourself not getting much of a shut eye. Your mind would not stop thinking. All kinds of bad case scenarios run through your mind and you could not help but panic ever so slightly. You were really scared of making a fool of yourself in front of Jensen. You clearly remember how you were the first time you had him in front of you at that Con, how you could hardly utter a word and how you felt your cheeks burn hot. Maybe Misha and his comments had to do something with it but this time was no difference.

You were going to be at the set of Supernatural and Misha was definitely going to be there. Sure you had somehow gotten used to him after you had talked a few times on twitter but the situation was not likely to change now that you were going to be with them on set. It was much obvious how they guys treated you as if you were one of them  and you could not deny how you were happy about that. But the pranks they played on each other was something quite known among the Supernatural fandom and that was what scared you.

Despite that, though, you could not help but be really happy as well. Who would not be? Getting to be on the set of your favorite TV show, watch your favorite actors act live in front of your eyes, while your ultimate celebrity crush showed you around and got to spend time with you was certainly a dream coming true. You were nervous, of course, but at the same time you looked forward to it. Well, you mostly looked forward to spending time with Jensen. That was something you could not deny.

That thought alone had you turning on your bed, unable to sleep, for most of the night. You could not help the smile that spread on your lips as you thought of how your day would be with him. Sure you were only friends and despite everything that Jared had said in front of the camera you still found yourself blushing like a little girl when you thought of being so close with him. Well, scratch that, being near him in the first place made you blush not to mention in any other way. You could not deny at least to yourself that you had a crush on him but you definitely were not going to make a move on him- even if he was single and even if (Y/f/n) or Jared insisted on your doing something, there was no chance you would.

You bit your lip for what seemed like the millionth time that night as you tried the smile from spreading on your lips. You were lucky that (Y/f/n) was asleep on her bed next to yours and she couldn't see the smile or else she would not stop teasing you- or well, bugging you to do something because she had promised to not tease you ever again. Yeah right. The moment you got back later today then she would surely start teasing you again.

You turned on your bed once again as you glanced at the clock next to yours. It was almost 5 in the morning. You had not gotten any sleep till now but you actually did not care. It was different for (Y/f/n), though.

"Will you just stop and go to fucking sleep?!" you heard her groan irritated next to you and you blinked several times.

"You're not asleep?" you asked slowly.

"What do you think?! How can I freaking sleep with you huffing and moving all the time. You even giggled at some point! I know you are thinking about Jensen and although I would love to freaking tease you about it I am too fucking tired to do so- So please, just please shut your eyes and go to sleep! I have work in the morning!" she exclaimed and you moved further inside your covers.

"Ok" you almost-squeaked and you heard grumble something that sounded like 'Good' and then silence.

You bit your lip as you thought if you had really giggled but you were sure after a while that you probably had, without just realizing it. The thought of Jensen alone managed to make you blush and as you thought to all those funny or cute moments that were about to come you did not doubt you'd be able to keep yourself from giggling.

Before you could realize it you felt your eyelids get heavy and soon sleep enveloped you. You did not feel that much tired and the thought of spending the day with Jensen had you really excited, so much that even if you did not get any sleep you'd still be full of energy to do anything. Your body seemed to have a mind of its own, though, as you obviously were quite tired and you needed the sleep.

A smile was still on your lips, though, as even your dreams were surrounded by him.

~~~

"(Y/n)?" you heard your name and felt yourself being shaken by the shoulder just slightly "(Y/n) come on wake up" you heard (Y/f/n)'s voice being heard again as the shaking continued.

You let out a small groan as you were successfully pulled out of your sleep, and moved the blankets higher to cover your head "Five more minutes" you mumbled sleepily.

"Sure, five more minutes. But you better tell that to Jensen... He's waiting" she singed the last part and your eyes snapped open.

Jensen.

"Shit" you mumbled as you threw the covers over your head and before (Y/f/n) could say something - she had just opened her mouth to do so - you got off your bed and started running around like a mad, searching for your clothes. In your panic forgetting for a second where you had left your clothes- the clothes that you had chosen from last night because there was no way you'd leave that for the morning. Who knew what could happen?

Just like now that you had overslept and were searching for them like crazy.

"Fuck, (Y/f/n) where the hell did I put my clothes? Have you seen them?" you asked your friend, not even glancing at her, as you searched frantically around you for them.

From every desk, or table, or chair. You searched through a pile of clothes in case you had thrown them there but no chance. You even decided to take a look at your closet but they were not there either. Well, basically the 'Always Keep Fighting' shirt you wanted, the green jacket that reminded you a lot of one Dean had worn on one episode and the specific blue jeans you meant to wear.

"Fuck where the hell are they?!" you groaned as you started searching more frantically around you. Throwing blankets here and there and even some clothes that were in your way. You run a hand through your hair and bit your lip.

"Shit shit shit I am so going to be late" you said nervously. An idea immediately popped in your mind as you bent down to look under the bed, just in case you had thrown them there in your hurry. Your shirt lifted just slightly as you bent down and exposed your black female boxers that had batman signs on them.

"Uh (Y/n)" you heard your friend say.

"Yeah?" you asked as you still looked under the bed and the couple things you had thrown under it.

"(Y/n)" she repeated.

"Yeah?" you asked again.

"Uhm (Y/n)..." she once again said and this time you've had enough and your head snapped in her direction.

"What?!" you asked exasperated looking at her but then started searching again, still glancing at her occasionally. She averted her eyes to look from you at something behind you and before you could question her, when you caught her gaze, you frowned. You opened your mouth but stopped and froze in your spot when you heard a chuckle.

A rather rough and deep chuckle. A chuckle that soon turned into laughter.

A laugh that could only belong to...

"Jensen" you breathed out before you could even turn your head to look at him.

"Goodmorning to you too (Y/n). Mine certainly is" he said laughing some more.

You slowly got up and turned to face him. He was leaning against the door-frame, a big smile on his face as he tried to recover from his laughter. You immediately tucked your shirt down as you realized how his eyes were roaming your form and bit at your lip when you felt a huge blush spread on your cheeks.

"Nice shirt by the way. You gotta tell me where you get those" he pointed to your shirt and you frowned just slightly.

Until of course you remembered what it was saying.

Save an Impala, Ride a Winchester

"Shit" you cursed under your breath and bit your lip harder as he laughed some more.

(Y/f/n) laughed and spoke up "We didn't find them at the store. She actually made it herself"

You felt your heart stop beating and your eyes widen as soon as the words left her mouth. You saw Jensen's smirk only get bigger as he raised an eyebrow at you "Or really? So the logo is your idea huh? Sounds good to me" he said with a chuckle as he winked at you and if you were blushing before bow you were sure you looked like a tomato.

He chuckled some more and you heard your friend giggle next to you. He cleared his throat after a while and spoke up.

"Well, anyway, (Y/f/n) said you hadn't woken up yet and I said I would not have a problem to wait for you to do so. This was certainly more than I bargained for and I can't say that I'm not glad" he laughed out loudly and you turned your head to glare at (Y/f/n) for not having warned you ever since the beginning and just let you make a complete fool of yourself in front of him.

"Five months" you growled at her and her own giggling was cut short.

"What? Oh come on! You eat pie more often than Dean does, I won't be able to afford it for five months!" she exclaimed, throwing her hands in the air.

"Well, you should have known better" you hissed at her and then turned to look at Jensen who was just chuckling softly, his eyes not leaving you form and when you noticed the way he was looking at you, you just could not help but feel the blush get darker on your cheeks.

"Uh Jensen, mind if you wait outside till I change? Swear, I won't take long" you told him a little bit shyly and he nodded.

"Sure sure. I'll just wait outside in my car. Take as much time as you need- Or basically not. If you are late I'm going to come upstairs anyway and I'm warning you, I'm not used to knocking" he chuckled and winked at you.

You felt your eyes slightly widen and immediately averted them so that you were looking at the floor as you fidgeted with your hands.

"Ok then" he cleared his throat, the smile still on his face "I'll be outside. Bye (Y/f/n) hope I see you sometime soon and you, lady, better come out soon or else I'm barging in and going to take you as that. Not that it is a problem for me, be sure" he said turning to look at you, pointing a finger and smirking at you.

"Bye Jensen!" (Y/f/n) said rather cheerfully, waving her hand at him and he did the same.

He waved back at her and exited your apartment as you heard him walk down the stairs till you could not hear anymore.

You immediately turned to look at your friend with a glare and her eyes visibly widen. As soon as you were about to make a move towards her she raised her hands in front of her to stop you "Hey, you heard what he said. If you are late, he's going to barge in and take you as that" and she pointed at your clothes.

You narrowed your eyes at her and pointed a finger at her "You are not off the hook yet" you grumbled and immediately set off to search for your clothes.

You were lucky to find them soon laying on a chair that, in between being nervous and in a hurry to not be late, you had not noticed. You got dressed just as quickly, brushed your teeth and hair. You put on just the slightest of make up and grabbing the essentials, bag with phone and keys along with a couple bucks, you rushed out of the door.

You saw him lean against the side of his car, arms folded over his chest as he looked up at the sky. A small smile was on his face as you noticed his eyes were actually closed, clearly enjoying the warmth of the sun. You stood in your place for a while, just looking at him with a soft smile. He looked so peaceful at that moment, as the rays of the sun bathed over his form and above all his face features. If only you could stand as that forever then you'd willingly do so. Just looked at him and the smile that graced his lips. It was a smile you had never seen on him, whether on photos, movies, videos or the few times you'd been face to face with him. You could never say you did not like it.

You hated that you had to break this moment but you did so, nonetheless. You cleared your throat and walked a few steps closer to him. He realized you were there and immediately moved his head so that he was looking at you now, a small smile on his lips when he saw you.

"Ready?" he asked, smiling brightly at you.

"Ready" you breathed out as the butterflies started dancing like crazy in your stomach.