Knight in shining armor - Dean x Reader -Chapter 6

Knight in shining armor - Knight!Dean Winchester x Princess!Reader - Chapter 6

"Princess, no" Dean breathed out, pushing your away. Your lips had barely touched and the kiss had not lasted for even a few seconds.

"What?" you breathed out, hurt filling your voice "But I-I thought you... I thought you wanted this" you asked with a deep frown, recoiling from him.

You felt your heart shutter and even though you tried to hide the disappointment and pain you felt, you couldn't. You thought that Dean wanted this as well. That he felt something, anything, for you. Just like you did. That's why you had decided to make the first move. You knew that with him being who he was and you being who you were he would find it really hard, even though he was the type of man to go for what he wanted.

Here you were, though, losing all hope that something would happen between you and him.

"What? Oh no, no (Y/n) . I-" he licked his lips and took a few steps towards you "I do" he let out a breath "I do. You have no idea how much, sweetheart" he said in a low voice, cupping your face.

"Then why did you-" he didn't let you finish.

"But that doesn't mean that we can, either. (Y/n) you-" he swallowed "-you are the king's daughter. A princess. You're meant to marry a prince and have a family with him while ruling the kingdom. You are meant to be with one of the royalties and not- not someone like me. I'm just a knight, (Y/n). A servant for you and your family. I'm not wo-" you cut him off before he could say more.

"Dean Winchester. I swear to every god that any religion has ever had that if you so much as dare say that you are not worth it I am going to kick your ass so fucking hard that you won't be able to sit let alone walk properly!" you said with narrowed eyes pointing a finger at him.

That actually made him shut up but you could see a small smirk playing on his lips at hearing you curse. He was actually proud to know that you had it in you.

You let out a breath and let your hand fall to your side "Because you are Dean. You are worth much more than you think or than you could ever imagine. And I don't care Dean! I don't care that you are not a royalty! I don't give a flying fuck that you are not a prince because- to hell with it! I don't want one! I only want you! I-I have never felt this way in my life before. Never! And I... I don't want to let go of it, Dean" you ended up saying in a really low voice.

Dean bit his lip as he looked at you "But it's wrong" he dared to say.

"Then why does it feel right, huh?" your voice was low but still audible, somewhat rough, as well, from the tears that threatened to spill.

"But... what will your people think? How do you think they will react to that? And then... what about your parents? You think your father will approve of his beautiful daughter being with a... filthy warrior like me?" his voice was filled with venom when he spoke about himself and you felt yourself fighting against the tears even harder when you heard him talk so low of himself.

"I'm nothing but a servant to you. I don't deserve this, hell I don't even deserve of you to give me a second glance. I'm not prince. I can't offer you all of the things you need. Your parents would never accept me and your people will only disapprove. It is not right to-" he started speaking again but you just cutting him off.

"I don't care!" you all-but-shouted. You were pretty glad that your room was on the far back of the castle, isolated from all the others that were occupied.

"I don't fucking care anymore, Dean!" the tears that you've been holding run down your cheeks now "I'm tired! I'm tired of what's wrong and what's right! I'm tired of having to think of what I must and must not do! I'm tired of having to make everybody else happy but not myself! I'm tired of doing what they expect me to! I'm so tired Dean! All I want is once- just for once to let myself do what I think is right. What I think I must do and not them. I had never been more happy in my life than when I am with you and now I just have to give that away because it is not right?! Well, I don't want to Dean! I don't want to!" you screamed at him, tears running your cheeks and sobs started to escape your throat.

"I'm tired Dean" you murmured, looking down, voice hoarse "I'm tired of everything. All I want is to do is be with you because I-I have feelings for you. I have feelings for you Dean" you ended up whispering.

"I've always done everything they wanted me to. I've always been a good daughter and princess. I've always behaved and took care of what I said or did because that's what they expected from me and now I- I can't even-" you started speaking again in between cringe and sobbing only to be cut off by Dean...

...crashing his lips to yours.

The kiss was not hesitant as before and it certainly lasted longer than the previous. It was somewhat sloppy but you did not care. All you cared about was Dean's lips on yours kissing you like there was no tomorrow. The passion he put in it made your heart flutter and you brought your hands around his neck, gripping at it and trying to bring him as close as possible, his hands on your waist doing the exact same.

Your eyes remained closed for a while even when you pulled away. Dean rested his forehead against yours and cupped your face, brushing a few stray tears with his thumb away. You let out a shaky sigh and slowly opened your eyes to look up into his beautiful green ones.

"No more tears ok?" he asked after a rather long pause.

Your tears had stopped but there were just a few stray ones for Dean to wipe. You only gave him a small nod.

"Sorry" you mumbled and he shook his head.

"You don't have to be sorry, sweetheart" he smirked slightly when he saw your own smile at hearing his nickname for you "I was a jerk for saying all of the things I did. I know you well enough to know that that's not what you want. And I sure as hell was a jerk for trying to push you away when... I want to be with you so much" he said rubbing his thumb over your cheek.

"I guess you are right. You are a jerk" you said with a small giggle and he chuckled.

"Thought you would have figured that one out by now" he said with a smile and you gave him a small shrug.

"I did. I just never thought you would be that big of a jerk to try and push me away when you feel the same way"

He let out a small sigh "I know. I just thought it would be for the best but I was clearly... wrong. I don't think I would manage long without you anyway. Sorry, sweetheart" he mumbled.

"It's ok. Besides-" your voice got a playful hint in it "I think I know of a way you can make up for it" you smirked at him and he looked at you with narrowed eyes.

"What?" his voice was suspicious and yet playful.

You looked at him for a while, biting your lip, before you brought your hand up and cupped his cheek. Dean closed for a moment his eyes and leaned into your touch "Stay here. The night. With me." you whispered and his eyes snapped open.

"What? N-no, I can't. (Y/n) what- what if they catch us?" he sounded panicked.

"They won't. Anna never enters my room without knocking in the mornings and- and we'll be careful when you get out of here. Please, Dean. Just one night" you held onto his hands and looked up at him with pleading eyes.

He bit his lip as if he was about to say no but you could see how much he wanted to stay as well. He groaned slightly and you knew you had won "Fine" he grumbled although the smile on his face said that he was happy that he would get to stay.

"Thank you, thank you so much" you wrapped yours arms around him in a quick hug.

Dean laughed wholeheartedly and his smile only got bigger when as you pulled away you kissed his cheek "You're just lucky you're the princess and I have to follow your orders" he said and you rolled your eyes.

"Yeah, as if you don't want to stay anyways" you said laughing slightly "Come now. Help me" you added.

"With what?" he frowned as he saw you turn your back to him.

"Taking off the dress" you said, not helping the smirk on your lips especially when you heard his - rather loud - groan.

"Princess" he grumbled.

"Oh hush it's an order. Just do as told and unbutton this thing. I'm going to change behind the changing screen, don't worry" you said and of course he did as told, muttering under his breath something that sounded like 'You're going to be the death of me'.

"Then why did you tell me to help you change the previous one?" he sounded grumpy but you could hear a smirk in his voice.

"Cause... I really don't know. Was the first thing that came to my mind. But I can't sleep in this either" you shrugged.

"Of course. Because you love torturing me" he mumbled and you giggled.

"Hey Dean" you asked after a while of silence and he gave you a hum in response "Why do you keep calling me 'princess' sometimes? We've gotten in a first name basis, even using pet names but you sometimes do call me with my title. Why?"

"Oh but I don't use it as a title, princess" he said and you looked over your shoulder to see him smirk down at you.

You laughed and shook your head "Of course" you muttered.

You fell into a comfortable silence after that. Once Dean was done unbuttoning you made your way behind the changing screen slipping out of your dress you wore a short nightgown that failed to cover much.

"Of course you'd choose that one" Dean said grumpily, rolling his eyes as soon as he saw you.

You just shrugged innocently and made your way to your bed. Your bare footsteps on the floor the only thing that could be heard for a while.

"Come" you said softly, patting the space next to you.

He was quite reluctant to do so but came towards you nonetheless.

You rolled your eyes slightly "I hope you don't expect me to let you sleep with all those things on, right?"

"Uh... yes?" he shrugged slightly, raising a hopeful eyebrow.

"Dean." you groaned slightly "Just take them off. Be comfortable" you told him and with a sigh he started taking most of the things he was wearing off.

He threw them on a chair and turned towards you, slowly making his way to your bed and under the covers with you. He was reluctant in the beginning but soon loosened up and wrapping his arms around your waist he hugged you close to him. You rested your head on his chest and after a while of just gazing at him, you smiled and closed your eyes mumbling a goodnight to him just like he did to you.

You were sure you fell asleep earlier than him. Maybe it was his soothing heartbeat or the feeling of him playing with your hair. Or maybe it was just being there with him that brought you a sense of comfort and peace that you had longed for for a lot of time that made you have one of the best sleeps of you life.

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You were slowly pulled out of your sleep as some light that shone through the curtains fell on your face. You let out a soft groan and you tried to open your eyes. You blinked a few times before they adjusted to the light. You let out a content sigh as at your small movement Dean tightened his arms around you. You let a smile rest on your lips when your back pressed closer to his firm chest.

It wasn't a dream after all you thought happily.

You turned slowly so as not to wake Dean up. He let out a small groan of protest and tightened his grip on your but you let out a small sigh of relief when he did not open his eyes. You smiled softly as you looked up at him, just a few rays of sun shining over his face. Just enough to enlighten his beautiful features. The freckles that dusted over his nose and cheeks seemed like little stars shining. You honestly couldn't wait for him to open his eyes so that you would get to see what they would like in this light.

You slowly brought one of your hands up and ran your fingers just subtly over his face. Your touch was like that of a feather and you loved the contact. You ran your fingers from his jaw to his cheeks and cheekbones to the side of his head and then up to his hair, entangling your fingers with his soft dark blond hair. Your smile got bigger at the softness of them. It was just like you had imagined so many times it would be.

You brought your hand back to rest on his chest in fear of waking him up. Staying like this, just looking at him and trying to savor every little detail of his face was all you wanted to do at the moment. Especially at hearing the soothing sound of his steady heartbeat and soft breathing. He snored slightly, earning a giggle from you. Only when he seemed to stir did you stop.

"You're staring" Dean's voice said, making your eyes widen slightly.

You hadn't realized he was awake and for a moment you thought he was talking in his sleep. But the smirk on his lips said otherwise.

"I'm gazing" you mumbled sleepily.

"It's creepy" he countered.

"It's romantic!" you tried to justify yourself.

He only let out another sleepy groan and turned so that he was almost on top of you, your limbs were tangled from before. He buried his face in your neck and you giggled.

"Dean!" you exclaimed through laughter as he peppered your neck with small butterfly kisses. His slight scurf tickling your neck.

"Sshh" he said sleepily "Don't talk. Just five more minutes" he mumbled and hugged you even closely.

You didn't say anything more and just enjoyed the feeling of his moving hands around you. It seemed as if it was something he was doing subconsciously but you enjoyed it greatly nonetheless. You let out a small gasp when his hand moved under your dress and came into contact with the skin of your butt.

Dean's eyes snapped open as soon as he realized what he had done "Shit. Sorry. I'm sorry, (Y/n). I didn't mean to-" he started apologizing, eyes almost wide, but you cut him off.

"No" you said softly "No it's ok. It's fine. You-" you took hold of his hand and placed it over your bare leg in between his "-are allowed to touch as much as you want" you whispered.

A small smile appeared on Dean's lips as he gave you a small nod. He relaxed and pulled you closer to him like before, he rubbed his thumb over your thigh and made a small smile (and blush) appear on your face. Shivers run down your spine and goosebumps created all over your skin. You bit your lip when he gave your thigh a squeeze and nuzzled your face more on the crook of his neck. You couldn't help but press a small kiss there and smirked when you heard Dean in a sharp inhale.

Silence had surrounded you and you felt completely at peace in Dean's arms. A small smirk played on your lips as you earned a small groan from him when you moved your leg.

"Princess" his voice was husky.

"Yes?" you asked innocently, pressing a few kisses on his neck.

Dean opened his mouth to say something more but no words came from his mouth as the both of you froze in your place.

"My lady it's time for you to wake up!" Anna's voice was heard crystal clear as she started pounding on the door.

What scared you more was the doorknob twisting.

Something that only meant she was about to enter.