My beautiful Omega - Dean Winchester x Reader- P10

My beautiful Omega - Alpha!Dean Winchester x Omega!Reader & Teacher!Dean Winchester x Student!Reader

From this moment you decided you would not think about him anymore. You would not think about...

"Dean" you breathed out once opening the door, eyes locking with forest green ones.

So much for not thinking about him...

An almost surprised look flashed through his eyes but it was soon replaced by a different one. One that people usually had when they saw a loved one after a long time of being apart.

'I'm not a loved one damn it' you thought angrily to yourself. You felt angry with yourself that even at the sight of him, your hopes got up.

"Hey" he all-but-whispered, voice somewhat rough and eyes looking at you with softness, an almost invisible smile on his face.

"Hi" you said in an equal voice tone.

Silence followed after that. The beating of your heart was the only thing you could hear. It was so fast and loud that you feared that he would be able to hear it too. The silence was of course soon broken by Sam.

"Hey Dean, finally man! Thought you weren't going to come in the end" Sam said with a chuckle and you opened the door more for Dean to come in; not leaving each other's eyes no matter what.

"Yeah, told you I wasn't going to miss it" Dean said looking at his brother for a split second and then back at you.

You swallowed the lump in your throat, licking your lips that suddenly felt really dry. The sound of your heartbeat pounding in your head. You tried to look away from his eyes but, yet, you felt yourself being pulled to them like magnet. You could not look anywhere else but him. You could not think about anything else but him. Damn, it was just a few minutes that he had come into the same room with you and you felt yourself going over the edge already. You could not deny to yourself how much you had missed being this close to him, acting like normal people with no boundaries between them, no teacher-student relationship separating them.

"Well then-" Sam's voice broke your trail of thoughts "- Don't worry, we're going to make you have a great night and you will surely get your mind off those problems you're having" Sam said, clapping his brother on the shoulder.

Dean chuckled "Already feel better" he said in a low rough voice, eyes fixated on you.

You could not help but smile at him, no matter how much you wanted to put distance between the two of you; build some sort of wall that would separate you, he always found a way to get to you. No matter what.

Sam smirked knowingly at his brother, happy to see Dean like this - in love with somebody, true love (though Dean was never going to admit it openly).

"Wait to taste (Y/n)'s pie! Meredith's told me she's the best at it!" Sam said grinning and you tucked your head down.

"It's not much, really" you said with a small, shy smile; scratching the back of your neck.

"Oh we'll see! I will be the one to say that!" Dean said grinning "I have eaten many pies in my life, with Sam's being the worst of all! So, believe me, no matter how bad you think it is- I can tell you for sure that it will be like a pie out of heaven compared to Sammy's!" Dean added and you giggled.

"Hey! I did my best, ok?!" Sam said shooting him a bitch-face.

"Yeah, tell that to that poor dog of yours that was sick for an entire week after eating it!" Dean said matter-of-factly.

"My dog? Wait, you fed my dog the pie I made for you? You didn't eat the whole of it?!" Sam asked.

"Like hell was going to eat all of that thing!" Dean stated and Sam shook his head.

"I can't believe you" he muttered.

"Neither can I" Dean didn't waste time and responded.

"Jerk" you hear Sam mumble.

"Bitch" Dean quickly retorted.

"Here" he soon added, extending his hands to give you the wine he had brought with him.

You took it from him, hands touching for a while and staying like that for more than a while. More than it was needed for someone to look at you suspiciously. Not Sam, who knew, of course. But for Meredith, for sure.

"Hey" she suddenly said after a while of looking at you and Dean, quickly putting on a happy face instead of the suspicious one she had before.

"Oh hey Mer" Dean said after clearing his throat "How are you?"

"Good, you?" she asked back.

"Good, good" he mumbled glancing at you (who couldn't tear your eyes from him no matter how much you tried) and then quickly back at her, not wanting to look suspicious.

"I'm glad then" she smiled and turned to look at you "How about you take that in the kitchen (Y/n)" she said and, after a quick glance at Dean, you nodded.

"Come on then, Dean. Let's sit while waiting for dinner. You could also give a hand to your brother who is clearly failing, too" your sister said laughing and you could hear Sam respond with a simple (and of course over-dramatic, fake) gasp.

"Hey, I'm doing my best ok?" he tried to defend himself.

Dean did as he was told, walking towards the living room, but his eyes were still fixated on you; yours doing the same. You had stopped at the kitchen's door, looking at him. Until you shook your head and turned to walk inside; knowing fully well that if you didn't break your stare now and put an end to this, there would be no coming back.

~~~

The rest of the night went by smoothly- You wished you could say that, really.

All you wanted was to get your mind off him but of course luck was not with you. And the worst of all was that... there were moments that you found yourself not wanting to think of anything else but him. It hurt like hell to be torn between what you wanted and what you should do. Your heart and mind refused to co-operate.

There were moments that you found yourself relaxing, forgetting what you should do (stay away from him) and letting your heart take over you. Or more like all of your emotions. You found yourself laughing more than often at his jokes that, although Sam said they were lame, you actually found really funny. It was something that you had missed very much, just like his laugh, his smile, his eyes, his presence next to you- Hell, you had missed the man himself in general, and you had just realized it.

But then, after that... the whole reality downed on you. More like a ton of bricks. Everything that you had thought all those days ago, coming back to you. All the thoughts of what was right came back to you. You felt your heart ache at realizing that that was actually what you should do. Stay away from him.

All of your mood vanished after that. Although you wanted to laugh at his jokes and puns, although you wanted to be close to him, although you wanted to share small talks with him just like you had done a few hours ago (when you actually did not think of anything - anything but him and the great time you were having) you found yourself suppressing any kind of feeling, only thinking of what was right. You chose not to show any kind of emotion, face completely blank, instead of letting your heart take over once again. And, so, you did just what you had done all those days ago. Treat him like just your teacher, maybe even a little bit more - seeing as his brother was your sister's boyfriend and your families had been good friends for a long time - but nothing more.

Putting some distance between you was the only thing you thought right. Even though it didn't feel like it.

~~~

"Thanks for having me over, Mer" you said after a hug with your sister.

"You don't have to thank us (Y/n)" she smiled "You know you can always come over. This will always be a home for you too" she said and Sam didn't miss a beat to nod.

"She's right (Y/n). You can always come by if you want to" he smiled.

You hugged him too and made your way to the door, taking your jacket and wearing it.

"You're gonna go home all alone, though? At night?" Sam asked with a frown and you shrugged.

"Yeah, it's not so far from here after all. Besides, it's Mystic Falls. Nothing bad ever happens here" you said.

"But-" your sister, who of course did not want you to go home alone, spoke up "We can never be sure. Hey! How about Dean comes with you?" she suddenly said enthusiastically. It was really weird, seeing as just a few hours ago she would glare and look at Dean with suspicion whenever he came closer to you and now her mood had changed and she seemed to trust him with you more than anyone else. Maybe the fact that she had a small talk with Sam helped in that, although you had no idea about what they said.

"No!" you said a little bit too fast, a hurt look flashed through Dean's eyes.

"I mean, there is no need for Dean to be put in all that trouble. I-I can walk there myself" you tried to reason with them, your heart beating rapidly in your chest.

"It is no trouble, though" Dean piped in.

Just what you wanted so much (spending some alone time with him) and feared even more.

"But-" you tried to protest but Meredith cut you off.

"No, 'but's (Y/n)" she said in her older-protective-sister voice "Since it is no trouble for Dean to walk you home, then you are going with him. It's better be safe than sorry" she said and you nodded slowly, not once daring to look at Dean's direction. Dean, who had a look in his eyes like one of a kicked puppy; not wanted by the ones he loved.

You grabbed your keys before turning and exiting the house. The cold air immediately hitting your face, sending goosebumps all over your body. You wrapped your arms around you, the jacket doing little to no job at keeping you warm.

Silence, almost, surrounded you; save for a little few sounds. You closed your eyes and took in a deep breath, knowing that what was to come would be the hardest moments of your life.

Walking next to Dean, being so close to him, with nobody else around you, would make it really hard for you to hold yourself. To keep your heart from completely taking over.

You let out a breath that created clouds in the cold of the night, as the closing of a door was heard. You opened your eyes and looked ahead of you.

"Ready?" Dean's husky voice said from behind you.

You turned, looking at him with a straight face, and nodded slowly.

Mumbling a soft "Yes" you took in a shaky breath...

... knowing that what was to come would be the hardest ordeal of your life.