Reality hurts - Dean x Reader x Sam

Reality hurts - Dean x Reader x Sam 

If someone had said reality hurt then he sure as hell was not in Dean Winchester's shoes right now. Cause, oh boy, reality did hurt. Really hard.

Reality sucked.

Dean didn't know how he had gotten in this kind of situation. In this reality. He couldn't believe it and nor did he want to. Cause if he did believe what everyone else claimed to be true, claimed to be reality; the one and only reality; then, well, he might as well go screw himself.

It all felt so unbelievable now that he thought back everything, from the beginning...

~*~ Flashback ~*~

It was just another case. Simple for that matter. Just a small nest of vampires, easy for three skilled hunters and an angel, if he decided to show up. And Dean couldn't wait to get over with it. He wanted more than anything else to relax and get some rest after a long time of non-stop hunting. And maybe go to a bar, have a few drinks and... try his luck with you once again.

You've been hunting with the Winchesters for about three years and since the very first months of your collaboration he had started flirting with you. Of course he would, he was Dean Winchester after all. And although he had expected you to resist him a little bit in the beginning he hadn't though you could resist him that long.

Three years. He had been flirting with you and hitting on you for three years and although sometimes you would play his game (out of boredom you had said) you would in the end reject him once again. He could not understand how you could keep saying no to  him for that long, it surprised him, but what surprised him the most was that he could keep hitting on you after that long. And even more it surprised him that he had not thought about trying his luck with any other girl but you.

But he loved it. He loved keeping on this 'game' as you called it since that's what you obviously thought it was. You obviously hadn't realized that after a while it wasn't a game to him anymore. It was the only way he knew. The only way to come closer to you. To make you smile and laugh with his lame pick up lines (your words). The only way he could tell his feeling for you without the fear of getting embarrassed.

Cause to Dean Winchester you were not another girl that he had just the habit of hitting on just to get in his bed.

No.

You were the one and only girl he wanted in his bed.

It sounded so cliche and even strange to him but it was the truth. He had realized it just a year ago and it was still kind of hard for him to believe it.

He, Dean Winchester, famous womanizer did not care of having a lot of women. Did not care of having any other woman but you.

Maybe he was in love?

It was a thought that had crossed his mind numerous times, and every time it sounded even more true. And how couldn't it? You were perfect to him. You loved pie and his baby. You would put up with his rock music and sometimes would even like it. You helped him in his pranks on Sam and would help in annoying him. Not to mention that you were a total bad-ass, hot chick that totally knew how to kick someone's ass. How couldn't he be in love?

And the mere thought made him smile-

"Hello? Dean what are you thinking?" you said waving a hand in front of his face.

He suddenly snapped out of his thoughts and turned to look at you "Hm? What?" he asked.

"What what? What were you thinking about?" you asked with a small smirk that made him smile too.

"Uh nothing." he shrugged " Just, you know, thinking about kicking those son of the bitches' asses and..." he paused leaning against the Impala's hood as you both waited for Sam to come "The fun we two could have after that" he winked at you.

You just laughed rolling your eyes "Don't you ever stop Winchester!" you gave him a playful push and he just laughed seeing you smile brightly.

"Obviously not" he said and you shook your head more; chuckling.

"Alright guys. I got the final weapons" Sam said as he exited the motel and made the way to the Impala.

"Alright then. " you said as you all got into the car "Let's get started ladies!" you said excited and Dean chuckled at your childlike behavior.

You merely winked at him; smiling and he turned baby on. All making your way to the vampire nest.

The ride to the nest was not long  but quite enjoyable with AC/DC blasting and both you and Dean singing at the top of your lungs while he played drums on the steering wheel and you on Sam's head that no matter how much he tried to stay serious he cracked a smile. That's how it always was, since the moment you joined them. Whether you were going on a hunt or just in another city you would always be laughing and enjoying the road.

You reached your destination rather quickly and parked just a few meters away from old warehouse that was, obviously, the vampires' nest.

You all exited the car and grabbed all your needed weapons, slowly and as silently as possible making your way to the warehouse.

"Alright" he started in a silent voice as you all had entered the warehouse "You and me will go that way"Dean whispered to you motioning down the left side corridor of the damp dripping warehouse,"Sam will go that way to check for any victims" he said and you and Sam nodded and did as he instructed.

You and Dean both walked down carefully the creepy hall eyes wide for any sign of vampire. There was a scratching through the walls like teeth chattering. It was coming closer, echoing. And you both turned to look at the direction you thought it was coming from. But then it stopped, though you both held your breath.

As you walked a little bit further the sound was heard again and Dean stood this time in front of you like a shield.

"Stay behind me" and you did as he told you.

Big mistake.

Without you could even realize it you had found yourselves against what seemed to be 12 vampires. Dean quickly managed to kill four of them while you swiftly killed three more. Though there were still five of them to go down while three more came into view. It got even harder for both of you to fight but you still managed to kill a few more. Blood  and dead bodies were everywhere now but you and Dean kept fighting. Cutting heads of and plugging the machetes into their hearts and then proceeding to cut more heads. Within a while you had managed to kill all of them and you were now both siting down, your breaths the only thing heard in the silence.

"Agh unbelievable" you muttered and Dean looked up at you "This is, well was, my favorite shirt. And now I'm all sweaty and covered in blood agh" you groaned.

"You still look hot though" he smirked and you just gave him a bitch face (thank Sammy).

"Really Dean?" you chuckled shaking your head.

"What?!" he raised his eyebrows; smiling and trying to seem innocent.

"You're such a jerk!" you exclaimed though you couldn't keep your laughter.

You brushed your clothes as you both got up; him offering a hand to help you.

You took it and you got up though he pulled you harder and you almost fell on him, though you still kept your balance; now pressed to each other, his one hand holding yours while the other was on your waist.

"Dean" your voice was low; barely above a whisper.

"Hmh?" he hummed asked as he looked at you with a smirk and eyes surprisingly soft and warm.

"What are you-" you trailed off as you felt his hand move from your waist to cup your cheek; his thumb rubbing it softly.

"D-Dean wh-what a-are y-you-" once again you did not get to finish your sentence as he put a finger on your lips.

"Sshh" he said in a soft voice "You have no idea how much I've wanted to do this" he brushed his fingers on your lips "How much I've wanted to tell you-" he didn't get to finish his sentence and your eyes widened at the sight.

More vampires came and grabbed him shoving him against the wall. It didn't take him much time to comprehend what was happening and he immediately started fighting as you did the same till-

"DEAN!" you shouted and he didn't have the time to turn that he felt an immense pain in his head, as if someone had hit him with something really hard.

And that was it...

... before his world turned completely black.

~~~

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

The same annoying noise kept being heard. And only that.

Was he in a hospital?

That's how it felt at least. The itching in his hand and the smell of a hospital atmosphere. But he could not open his eyes. It, along with the huge pain in the back of his head, was to much pain to take. So instead of opening his eyes he decided to settle with relaxing a little bit and then maybe later it wouldn't hurt to open his eyes.

BEEP

BEEP

BEEP

That was the only sound he could hear till-

"Yeah yeah I know." a voice, along with the door opening and closing, was heard now "Ah I'm trying to but he won't listen to anyone, freaking managers." pause (obviously the person was talking on the phone) "Well he can go screw himself" the voice said and it suddenly clicked in Dean's mind.

But of course how could he not have realized the voice of the woman he loved more than anything else, your voice. Although it seemed a little bit different. And what managers were you talking about.

"Yeah well, and I'm saying that we are his friends and know better than anyone else what is right for him, so he can shut his cake-hole, or I'll make him" you said and Dean couldn't keep the smile that crept on his face.

That's my girl. He thought and he couldn't stand it anymore and decided that he wanted to open his eyes to look at your beautiful (e/c).

He groaned and shifted as he struggled to open his eyes, the light almost blinding him and making his head ache even more.

"Uhuh I-I gotta go, I-I think he woke up!" you sounded exited "Yeah yeah come quickly Jared, hurry" you said and closed you phone.

Wait. Did you say Jared?

Oh no. Hell, no.

And this time Dean groaned even more. No freaking hell. And just as he thought he was safe and sound and he could finally rest and even get the chance to finish what he had started earlier at the warehouse.

He was in another freaking universe-reality.

Not that it was that unpleasant though. He remembered when Balthazar had sent him and Sam in this universe so that he could get the weapons from heaven. He remembered how in this universe he was someone called Jensen Ackles and that his true life as Dean Winchester was nothing more than a TV show. And he remembered how Sam was not his brother but his co-star Jared Padalecki who was married to the actress that played Ruby. And of course he remembered that crazy guy, Misha, that portrayed Castiel. At least now he hoped he would not meet him again, he would only make his headache worse.

And above all he remembered you. Oh you, that was one of the most amazing things of this messed up universe. And of course the greatest surprise. He was married to you. He remembered how they had found you on the set and kept talking as if you were the (y/n) they knew but you did not understand so just said goodbye to them as one of the make-up-artists asked for you to go get ready. And the way you said goodbye to him was the best way ever. You grabbed him and, as the loving wife you were, kissed him. He stood shocked for a while but then soon responded by deepening it and well it took at least two people to pull him from you.

Oh yeah, he clearly remembered that. And of course he remembered how with every chance he got he would steal kisses from you and sometimes it took more than two people to pull him from you, leaving you giggling as he left; winking at you. Who would have thought that married life was so sweet? And he remembered how he had managed to get you to bed at some point but (as always) Sam had ruined the moment, calling Dean to go to him so that they could complete the spell and go back to their universe.Not to mention how the unbelievable had happened. How you had found out that they were not Jensen and Jared but Dean and Sam and had not freaked out. You had taken it quite easy and not thought that they were some kind of crazy actors or overreacted over that fact. All you had done was act normal and help them get back to their home after giving Dean a piece of advice on how he could make the other you fall for him (saving the details of how you already had feelings for him).

So that was a thing that made him a little bit happy for being in this universe. He had you and with your help he might manage to get back where he should be.

"Jensen? Jens are you awake?" you asked as you sat beside him on the hospital bed and cupped his face; he groaned in pain.

"Jensen please talk to me" you said and this time he heard your voice tremble.

He slowly and painfully opened his eyes. Although initially blinded by the bright light he managed to adjust his sight and despite the fact that whatever he saw was a blur everything started to make out.

He blinked a few times and turned his head a little bit so that he could look at you.

"Oh my, Jensen you're awake. I can't believe it!" you said as he saw tears stream down your face uncontrollably and you immediately hugged him, sobbing in his shoulder.

"Ow!" he exclaimed "Yeah I'm awake and ok but the head still hurts as hell" he gave a dry chuckle and you realized you were hurting him and pulled away.

"Sorry" you mumbled giving him a small sad and happy smile; tears still on your cheeks.

"It's ok" he gave you a reassuring smile and wiped your tears and you nodded.

"Thought there is a small problem" he said after a while "I'm not Jensen" he said and your expression turned from happy to completely confused.

"Jens what are you talk-" you started but he cut you off.

"It's me. Dean. Dean Winchester (y/n)" he said and you narrowed your eyes; more puzzled.

"Wha-?" you started but shook your head "Never mind. As it seems you hit your head harder than we thought. You better relax a little bit, ok Jens?" you said and he shook his head.

"No. You don't understand (y/n). Sam, you and I were hunting a nest of vampires and I don't know but I somehow ended up here when I woke up. It's Dean, not Jensen." he said trying to reason with you but you withdrew your hands  looking at him as if he was some crazy person.

"Y-you...? Wh-wha-" you started but he cut you off.

"(Y/n) you have to believe me. I don't know why you can't remember from last time but it's me, Dean" he said as you got up from his bed and took a few steps back.

You opened your mouth to speak again but did not say a word as the door burst open and Sam, no, Jared came walking in or more like rushing in. Misha closely behind him and a doctor and a few nurses following suit.

He first looked at Dean but then turned to look at you and your almost shocked as well as worried expression.

"Baby you ok?" Jared asked you; taking your hand in his and putting another on your cheek.

"Y-yeah" you said giving him a small nod and you both turned to look at the nurses check up on Dean.

And Dean stood there dumbfounded looking at you and Jared, at his arm around waist hugging you tightly and protectively, his head on top of yours as he gave you a soft kiss on your forehead and at your interviewed fingers and...

... was that an engagement ring?